Sunday, October 12, 2008

Rolling Stones ...

I love the idea of something solid, smooth and heavy wrapped in something soft, textured and fluffy.
These hefty beauties were found here in Titahi Bay. I was sick for a week, the weather was miserable and the kids were home for school holidays. So I made a quick trip down the beach and came back with these, with a mind to do some low-key felting in my warm home in front of the telly and with my kids joining in the fun too.

They look like dinosaur eggs.
Today I went to gather some more as they are disappearing fast. Each time someone visits, they choose a stone.

The view out to Mana Island was gorgeous. People swimming and playing and enjoying our sunny weather. There was a cool breeze coming off the ocean so one needed to be quite thick-skinned to get in that water.
Here is my first batch of giant felted stones. I experimented with sewing some pre-felt to get an 'X' mark on some of them but it wasnt as seamless as i hoped. Still they look and feel amazing. I use 100% NZ merino wool that is predyed and combed. The brown felted stones haven't been dyed, that is their natural wool colour.

I made some small teacup bowls too using two colours. I made mention of this process a couple of posts earlier if you want to know how to do these. I was pleased with these ones.

I was in Napier last week, staying on the beach front so experimented and made a few more things. The brown and white bowl is made from a bunch of prefelts sewn around a rock with silk and wool threads, then felted, then stitched some more and finally I added the mother of pearl buttons to the inside of the bowl. In the foreground is a stone I felted in Napier.

The back of the bowl in detail.

This orange/black one just has a plain black silk blanket stitch around the top edge, while the other orange/black one has orange glass beads sewn to the outside of the bowl. Unfortunately the photo was crap. I need to do a photography course and get my 'macro' happening. I'd be interested to hear some feedback. I was thinking I might have a go at selling these little objects at a couple of art gallery's around town. I have been approached but I always get shy about my work, and honestly for the amount of time that goes into them, i would rather give them away to people I love than get a smidgen of money for them. So how do others get their work valued and make money? It is a funny job, marketing oneself and ones work. I always feel odd doing it.

Making beautiful objects is my passion. I am enjoying my final weeks of pregnancy with a bunch of little art projects and a final art and craft market in November to look forward to pre-Xmas. I am hoping to make a truckload of yummy goods for sale.

Thanks to all the newcomers who left me messages and emails. Feedback here is always so encouraging. Happy days all.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Blog World ...

A view of my re-sorted linen cupboard with a couple of shelves devoted to "knuckles' baby things from a couple of weeks ago.
I am always intrigued by photos of other peoples homes - sheer admiration for those organised tidy souls who keep everything in place.
I also love the messy souls, they keep it real and make me feel normal.

I am sitting up with a cup of licquorice tea at 2.59am, sleepless again as this wee boy inside me refuses to sleep when it's night time (much like his mother). The annoying thing is that although I do not need to get up and go to work tomorrow, I do have two healthy robust school children home for the holidays. Top that with a cold that has mutated into a chest infection and a five-day light-sensitive headache, and I am feeling a bit mental for lack of much needed sleep.

Enter my blogworld. I am lying there with a slumbering husband in need of a bit of company. So I waddle (cannot wait until I walk normal again) into the mess otherwise known as study/studio and log in to my own little creative and inspiring community.

How fortunate I am to have found the blogging community. To have made the plunge myself this last year and started my own online journal. I read of my dear friends, their adventures, travels and journeys; their disappointments and frustrations; their delightful creations; their thoughts and souls bared for us to share. The photographs of places I have never seen and yet can appreciate without leaving the comfort of my home, whilst in turn I can share my world and have fresh eyes and minds appreciate my own corner of the world. My family who live across the ocean can keep an eye on us and have access to us without distance being too big a deal.

There are times, especially as I slowly came to terms with an unplanned pregnancy when I couldn't even venture past my front door, needing the security and quiet of my home while I processed the million questions that my new situation created. Even with a lovely home, good life, solid husband and two healthy sons, and big faith in my heavenly father; I just wasn't prepared for an infant. Another life to be responsible for. So I took to the hills and waited until calm returned and peace was restored. I did pray, and I did receive what I took to be my answer. It sort of sounded like a reassuring echo that no matter what I have faced in life, things have always turned around and been for my betterment. And that I always come to the right conclusions despite my messy ungracious ability to cope with change.

Admitting my own weaknesses, allowing myself to fail and 'not know', to 'not' be in control have been big lessons this year. Living life each day in the moment became my focus. Doing this here online has been a really positive experience. My inbox was chock full of encouragement and support - from remedies for morning sickness, to testimonies from others in similar situations to just plain admiration for my life. It all added up to a big and much-needed boost.

Having left my church community last year, I found my support circle immediately shrink. It is kinda reminiscent to leaving one's childhood home - needing to be independent and yet missing the home comforts. Still, love continued to flow in from the universe as friends I had previously overlooked became more central and I was available for new experiences. I will always be grateful and thankful for my church community, and my heart is still open to finding a new church home.

Anyhooos ... my reason for my rambling is that India, my friend from across the ditch gave me an award way back in August for my blog and I am finally responding in my own fashion. Mostly out of gratitude to these blogs that keep me inspired - not just by their artwork, but by their lives, do the following women receive my own version of this award.
Here are my nominations, people I visit with anticipation each time knowing that I leave with new gifts of inspiration and appreciation of both theirs and my own life:

Nina Bagley. Mixed media artist, jewellery, bookmaker, writer and photographer, fellow soul. USA. http://ornamental.typepad.com/

India Flint. Artist, author and deep soul. Australia http://prophet-of-bloom.blogspot.com/

Sara Lechner. Textile artist extrodanaire. Austria http://thefabricofmeditation.blogspot.com/

Melissa. Homemaker, handmade creative soul. Kiwi residing in Norway. http://tinyhappy.typepad.com/

Robyn. Artist, carver, journal keeper, generous soul with real monkeys in her backyard tree. South Africa http://artpropelled.blogspot.com/

I don't think I have followed the conditions properly but this is my take on the award and I happily mention the above because I wholeheartedly love their blogs. It is hard to choose because there are so many but these are my top five.

If you are nominated you are meant to:

1. Put the logo on your blog.
2.Link to the person who gave you the award.
3.Nominate at least 7 other blogs. (Oops, I did five).
4.Put links to those on your blog.
5. Leave a message on those blogs.

Just as an aside, my mother sent me an email to confirm a trip over in December when Knuckles is due to make an appearance. That is pretty cool news for us all here. A visit from Nanny Mo is just the ticket to help me through those couple of weeks and provide us all with some much needed support and distraction. I cannot wait. She gets my nomination for mother of the century!! See you soon mum.

Thursday, September 25, 2008

The comforts of home ...

Here is my son Marcus, all of six and with his own definite sense of style. I finally caved in and let him dye his hair. He wants a tattoo and an earring too. Yes, I concede he may be tattooed when he is 18. We have a dear friend who specialises in Pacific Polynesian designs and when the time comes, if the boys wish, will be responsible for their Niuean / Tahitian / Maori designs. I think Marcus wants a skull tattoo. We'll see ...


I found this tiny felt monkey and terrier dog skulking around. I made them one night when I couldn't sleep. Funny that these small creations took around two hours at least each!
My two favourite new books, again purchased from Minerva bookshop on Cuba Street. Visual candy to say the least. I am so inspired but need to spend some time finishing my current projects.

One cold day I had some mince (ground beef to you Americans) and a few potatoes. Looky, my first cottage pie. I made it in my favourite Crown Lyn bowl I found at Trash Palace for a couple of bucks. Only because it is the closest thing I own to a casserole bowl. Very delicious and a favourite of the kids.Tea anyone? I drink copious amounts of hot sweet tea at the moment. It must be Earl Grey Tea too. I found the tea cosy in a bin that said "10 items for $2" at the local barn-sized recycled clothing centre. Total cost: 20c. I then had to look for a teapot and found a purple one at Trash Palace for $2!!! The tray was handpainted by my mother. The little beaded doily sugar cover also made by mum. And the teacups, well, another gift from my mum. Making up a tea tray has become a 'several times a day' constitution in our home. The biscuit jar is constantly being refilled.

And look what other treasures I found today. The flowers came from my garden. The little kitsch Hawaii tiki milk jug from a garage sale for $1 last year. The groovy retro yellow teapot was found at the Plimmerton Salvation Army Family Store today for $2!!! Bonus!



I have been blessed with so many second-hand clothes for 'Knuckles' to the point of excess. I love pre-loved clothing and it's exciting because I can pass it on as well. It serves me a sense of doing good to my planet in that I am recycling and not giving in to consumerism.

Those baby shops are full of goods that are tempting but honestly, do people really not understand that we cannot keep making processed goods and tossing things out without serious consequences. Landfills cannot cope with all the plastic crap going into them. People work in underpaid and unhealthy conditions in third world countries to provide us with whatever we want.

I love the concept of slow-fashion. The idea that we pay a little more for handmade quality goods that go the distance and the money goes into the pocket of the maker. And on that note, I would rather pay $20 for a free-range organic chicken and only eat chicken once a month, than eat a freak chicken that is fast-fed/grown in terrible conditions. That goes for pork and fruit and all the rest of my kai. No, I am not a purist but I am definitely more conscious these days.

Ok, definitely off to bed now. Toodles.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

India drops by ...

What a blessing last month to have dear friend and guest artist India Flint spend a day with Whitireia art students and friends on her way through to Nelson where she had an exhibition with fellow felt artists.
I always think India is slightly Amazonian in stature. Marcus, my six year old is always up for a photo opp. India wears her signature eco-dyed couture. I love her clothes.

She is a calm soul, quiet and peaceable (well I think so), and is one of those people who walks the talk. Her work is a natural extension of the lovely person she is. I always feel inspired when I am with her. Some people are like that. Brings out the goodness in me. Plus her art work is accessible to those of us who prefer things simple and uncomplicated. I get really annoyed with the fine arts sometimes. There are those who like to make it exclusive, as if art is some mysterious force that only the enlightened are allowed to participate in. Bollocks I say! Everyone can be creative and everyone can do it if they so desire. And one doesn't need to go to art school (although it does help deepen ones knowledge of the bigger picture I feel) nor does one need to be rich or to have lots of fancy materials. People like India keep it real for us souls who just want to make meaningful things.



This is another of India's books, a joint project with Toyoko. I think Toyoko wanted to learn from India so much, she flew from Japan with little means of support to meet with India in Australia. She learned how to felt and created goods she could sell. Then a publisher saw her goods and to cut a long story short, this book was created. I highly recommend it, it has lots of lovelies from felted river stones, felt beads, bowls, bags and mats. I do suggest that for the novice felter, a workshop is imperative. I am like that. Once I have the basic skills, I can venture out on my own, but prefer to see how it is done first and be guided by an expert. I know India is here for Whitireia Summer School (approx $300 for 5-6 great days) to repeat her eco-dyeing workshop followed by another week's workshop with a different slant. I am not sure what, but if you go to her website (http://www.indiaflint.com/) there is more information. I would love to go but think I am dreaming because this baby will only be a few weeks old, plus my two school children will be on summer vacation unless I can convince Rich to release me (which he will if work allows - he's so good to me).
We sat down and crafted some lovely felted vessels, formed around stones that were chosen because they 'sung' to us.
Step one: Lay out the wool tops in a crosshatch fashion, several layers deep.
Step two: In a fashion much like wrapping up fish'n'chips, roll up the stone inside the wool.
Step three: Using random strips of silk, sew the stone up in a silk-pieced fashion. We used a mix of new and recycled small silk pieces. We also used silk thread.

Step four: Using a small amount of warm water and soap (Lux flakes are good, although u can use anything sudsy, even liquid handsoap), start agitating the ball in your hands. Keep going until the whole thing starts to feel more compact. The wool shrinks causing the silk to shrivel up and have a neat wrinkly effect because silk doesn't shrink. (Ok, I am sure there is a better way of describing this but for the life of me I cannot remember what this effect is called - possibly related to Shibori technique but who cares ... you get my drift).
Step five: Go for a walk and find windfallen leaves. Using some twine, wool or whatever, bind the leaves around the stone. For our final layer, we sourced some onion skins and bundled it all up to in the pot for around 30 minutes. The longer the better but we were on a time limit. I reckon an hour wouldve rendered even better colour, and if we had turned off the pot and left the whole lot overnight or for a few days, might've been even stronger hue.
India and our lovely little serendipitus bundles. This is by far one of my favourite parts - unwrapping those bundles and seeing what magic has occurred.My one. I love the way the twine gets dyed too - I have a whole bag of little bits of twine and wool that have held many bundles together. They are so precious and get used to sew book covers, etc.
This is my felted stone's big reveal. The leaves I collected created a resist, so the dye only occurred where the onion skins had direct contact with wool.
India cut her felt open, and removed the stone to reveal her container.
Behold, a gift from India for our baby 'Knuckles' hanging from silk string she made. I did a blanket-stitched edge around the opening with silk thread dyed at last years summer school and added the shell embellishment from a repurposed Samoan necklace - just love that fusion of Pacific and Latvian aroha. It is a lovely object and hangs from a nail in my kitchen where I lovingly touch it throughout the day as I pass by. Thanks India.

On a lighter note, I made some cool knitting needles for myself. They were bamboo ones marked down to $1 a pair at Spotlight, so I used up some felted scraps and stitched them onto the ends. Cleo made some for her stall and I bought a pair for a friend so full credit to Cleo and her craftiness. How nifty is that?! Now I better learn how to knit something more than a scarf.I am working on a blanket at the moment - a love/hate project that I pick up in inspirational moments and then shove away in frustration for a week or two. It's random but is meant to be a therapeutic project for me. Using repurposed silk, cotton and old wool blankets, I am piecing it together using various threads, mostly silk. The point of it is that lots of small things (sometimes even the most random) can work together to make a beautiful harmonious work of art.I didn't know that when I started it. I knew it meant something but it wasn't until it started to slowly form (because handstitching is a SLOW process) that it came to me. See most of my life I have tried to make a difference in BIG ways but often fell short and got frustrated. Striving because I believed the hype that if we try hard enough, we can have anything we want. Get anywhere we want. What a waste of time and false optimism - sometimes what I wanted was based on my need to compensate for lack in my life. This turned out to be a futile cause - my naive younger years believing that I could control my destiny and all it's outcomes. These days, I am of the opinion that it is better to appreciate where we are because we can always attain that. And better to make lots of small wise decisions, small achievable goals, small doable actions daily that lead to a better place overall. Someone once told me the only way we can eat an elephant is one bite at a time. Funny, it was meant in a different context, like how to get through hard times.
However, I have come to the conclusion that today is what matters. The small decisions, moments, actions, words I use and make today, shape tomorrow. If I have a few good 'todays', they will lead to a lifetime I will find satisfying. And then again, I may change my philosophy as time goes on, and that is our perogative. We can keep evolving, changing even when things don't work out or make sense. Boy, have I burned myself out for years over things that were not all that important like trying to make others happy, and being lead instead of figuring out what was important to me first, and not trusting my own ideas. Not only that, but I have been told by a few people that I was pretty unbearable to be around. Yuck. Don't like that. Don't desire that. Want to draw people near to me not repel them.It was definitely time for a change. This baby has been a mixed blessing. I spent 14 weeks with chronic morning sickness trying to get my head around the whole idea. Then the next 14 weeks adapting to the physicality of being pregnant, growing bigger and putting my career on hold again. And now I face the last 12 weeks feeling heavy and uncomfortable, knowing it will get tougher with the added bonus of childbirth at the end. The positives (apart from our family having another beloved member) is that it has put my life back into perspective. It forces me to make better intentional choices about the most basic of things. Paring back my life so I am not around stressful folks, pacing my days so as not to be a harridan of a mother and wife, keeping real about what I can and can't do, praying lots when I can't cope, rejoicing on the days when I can, asking for help when needed, and burrowing in when I need to feel the comfort and safety of my own personal space. Sometimes external achievements and stimulus create distractions from what is really important. Like being fully in the moment. Finding joy and delight in the simple things. Appreciating the gifts we already possess. Loving the ones around us. Perhaps this is why I enjoy the work and lives of artists like India and Nina (Bagley). They reflect this ability to enjoy life in it's simplicity and bring forth uncontrived beauty by simply pointing out what is already in front of our noses. I love Mary Oliver's poetry for this reason. I enjoy the ramblings of Bishop TD Jakes who continuously brings me into the presence of the father-heart of God. I love walking the beach with my children. I love lying on the grass and gazing up into the sky on any given fine day. I love seeing other artists and craftspeoples handmade goods.
This is what is emerging in this little blanket project I started. I pick it up when my heart is full and connected with this simple self. It is a bit like hopping in a car with a full tank and seeing what journeys can be had, adventures experienced and destinations found. And not a bit like the old me who wouldn't even get in the car until I knew for sure where I was going, what the outcome would be and with several contingency plans in case the first one didn't pan out.
I had a funny dream last night. I had this burning desire to stitch but was frustrated because I didn't want to do the projects I was working on but desperately wanted to sew. Well anyway I woke up and went to the loo because I was busting so perhaps the frustration was just my need to pee. My mind usually obsesses with whatever is my latest thing. However I rationalise I could be doing drugs instead, so sewing or artwork is an ok obsession. I think to be artistic does require one to be ever so obssessive and compulsive. It goes with the territory. Must be getting old when my stimulating dreams are no longer about doing the hokey pokey but sewing instead.
The thing about handstitching is that it forces me to slow down and the whole process is meditative. One cannot hurry but simply wait until the work unfolds and reveals itself. Each stitch is intentional and lands where it does because the hand directs it.These shell buttons are a random collection found in many op shops over time. I am the one poring through the button jars looking for the pearly gleam of a vintage mother of pearl button.
The fabrics are a combo of op-shopped silk shirts, old wool blanket scraps from other projects, vintage Asian silk from Asia Gallery in Kilbirnie, lace scraps from my friend Chrissy's silk lace wedding gown (at $200pm for the lace alone and that was 12 years ago), cotton baby sheets, old cotton lace trim, wool crochet edging (my first ever attempt to crochet, thanks Cleo for the lesson), and silk thread.
My final dilemna is whether or not to chuck this white-tone pieced fabric into a dye pot over summer. I struggle to work with the white as I am by nature a black and earth-toned girl. This is definitely working outside my comfort zone. However, all the white-lovers have objected when I hint at my final plan.
Well that is enough for tonight. I have a backlog of photos so will post some more tomorrow time permitting. I have enjoyed the process of journalling some of my ventures today but it is time this girl got to bed. This blog is so therapeutic at times.
Blessings all.
PS. Found this wee write-up regarding a piece of work I did a few months back. Click on http://kapitisummerschool.blogspot.com/ to follow the link and have a nosey.